CPTSD cold case

 Smoke of Flies Robert was excited and as he peered through the various windows of this car and the fact that the driver’s side door had been propped open and that foot that was sticking out led me to believe that someone else had come by .   Perhaps someone sold thi s information to Robert so that he could collect his necrophiliac materials for the market after he used them for his own purp ose s .   I was now i n my frozen stupor as Robert pushed me out of the way so that he could assess his bounty more clearly .   He entered the car by placing his knees on the driver’s seat and continued to comment about how beautiful these corpses looked.   I have no necrophiliac eye, so the rotting body has no appeal to me .   I have learned through decades of flashbacks that individuals with th is affliction have a stomach for all the phases of a dead body .   Max shared his stories about this behavior, and I witnessed Rob...

  There is no one in the driver’s seat so perhaps the adult woman was the driver and then was tossed to the passenger side.  Robert is there, and he has a potato sack in his hand and a few more bags that he has looped through his belt.   He too is wearing shorts and has taken off his shirt .   I am maybe 8 years old and Robert drove me out here under the guise of collecting some baby birds .   That proposition made me excited and caused me to feel a sense of anticipation as he drove me for more than an hour away from the ‘house of hate ’.    He was looking through my window as we drove on this d irt road and then he suddenly stopped and was out of the vehicle before I was .   He had darted to the back of the blue van he use d to own and taken his sh i rt off, changed his shoes for boots, and then grabbed those potato-looking bags .   I followed him since I t h ought the bags were for the b i rds we would be coll...

  I have other wo r k to accomplish , but that profound sadness has shown up just now .   I closed out my last work that took about 34 pages if it remains complete, and I don’t find myself adding more .   The image is a foot sticking out of the open door of a car .   It’s a delicate foot with a tan color to it and appears to be the developmental size of a pre-teen .   This car is out into the woods, and it seems that it was driven off the road and into this thicket of wood .   There was more than one body in this car; other larger bodies had been strewn about inside as if they had crashed this car into this thicket, and the people had bounced around inside.  There is what appears to be an adult female with tan or brown skin laying against the passenger side on the front seat and she is wearing cut off shorts and a white muscles shirt.  Her face is toward the passenger side window, but I can see that she h...