JOURNAL ENTRY: TRAPPED IN A COFFIN WITH A ZOMBIE 2025

 

 

TRAPPED IN A COFFIN WITH A ZOMBIE

GLENDA WOULD ATTACK OTHER WOMEN WITH SUCH HATRED THAT THEY NEEDED MEDICAL ATTENTION SHE COULDN’T ALLOW THIS TO HAPPEN SO SHE WOULD GET ROBERT INVOLVED.  THIS TURNED THEM BOTH ON AND THEY WOULD HAVE SEX ATOP THE DYING OR DEAD WOMAN.  GLENDA WULD SIT ON THE SMALL OF THEIR BACK AND PULL ROBERT TOWARD HER.  ROBERT COULDN’T SEE THE WOMEN BELOW BUT HE COULD HEAR HER SUFFER OR HER BODY EMMIT AIR.  THE SOUND OF SUFFERING WHILE THEY HAD SEX TURNED THEM BOTH ON AND MADE GLENDA ORGASM VERY LOUDLY.  THIS HAPPENED INSIDE THE MASTER BEDROOM ONCE THE WOMAN WAS STRANGLED AND THEN ANOTHER TIME WHEN THEY HAD DRAGGED A WOMEN THAT GLENDA WAS MAD AT OUT OF THE TRUNK.  AFTER THEY COMPLETED THIS ACT IF THE WOMEN WASN’T DEAD THEN ROBERT WOULD FINISH HER OFF.  ROBERT WOULD BUSY HIMSELF GETTING RID OF THE BODY AND GLENDA WOULD COOK HIM A MEAL AND THIS WOMAN RARELY COOKED SHE WARMED THINGS UP BUT DID NOT COOK.

I WAS WATCHING A YOUTUBE VIDEO ABOUT THE STAGES OF DEVELOPMENT OF A SERIAL KILLER AND I WONDERED WHAT STAGES ROBERT TOOK SINCE HIS FATHER WAS ALREADY ONE AND THEN OF COURSE WHAT STAGES GLENDA TOOK SINCE SHE WAS MARRIED TOO ONE.  I HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO PUT THAT TOGATHER AS OF YET.

IF SUFFERING LEADS TO ENLIGHTENMENT, THEN WHAT HAVE I GAINED TO SHARE?

BILLIE HOLMES FROM DOWN THE STREET SAVED MY LIFE THE NIGHT THOSE TWO WERE TRYING TO KILL ME AND HE HID ME UNDER HIS KITCHEN TABLE FOR THE NIGHT UNTIL HE WOKE ME IN THE MORNING TO AVOID BEING SEEN BY HIS PARENTS.

DOES MY ABILITY TO BE PEACEFUL RUN DEEPER SINCE I HAVE EXPERIENCED HORROR TO SUCH A DEGREE

I OFTEN THINK THAT MY BROTHERS ARE A LOT LIKE THEIR FATHER BUT THEY BOTH WHERE SO MUCH CLOSER TO THEIR MOTHER AND DID NOT SEE THE ERROR OF HER WAYS

GLENDA ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT DIVORCING ROBERT AND GETTING THE INHERITENCE FROM MAX AND EDITH.  ROBERT ALWAYS TALKED ABOUT ALL OF US LIVING ON THE SAME PIECE OF PROPERTY SO THAT WE COULD VISIT EACH OTHER.

MANY OF ROBERTS CRIMIES TOLD HIM TO STAY AWAY FROM THE BLOND WHITE GIRLS BECAUSE THE COPS WILL LOOK FOR THEM AND TO STICK TO THE MEXICAN GIRLS SINCE THE COPS WON’T LOOK FOR THEM

I WANT TO MAKE A VICTIM SHEET OF THIS LAST VICTIM THE PETITE BLOND BUT DON’T KNOW IF I HAVE THE STRENGTH TO ONCE AGAIN GO THROUGH THE MOTIONS THAT WOULD JUST BE DISMISSED

AS MUCH AS ROBERT BEAT HIS VICTIMS HE DIDN’T DO THE SAME TO GLENDA HE WOULD WORK TO AVOID CONFRONTATION.  BUT GLENDA WOULD WORK TO CAUSE THEM AS SOON AS HE WAS HOME.  SHE WOULD INSULT HIM AND GET BETWEEN HIM AND THE TV AND ALSO ONE TIME HE WANTED TO WATCH THE SUPER BOWL AND SHE STARTED TO VACUM INFRONT OF THE TV AND THEN WHEN HE WENT TO THE SMALLER TV IN HIS BEDROOM SHE FOLLOWED HIM IN THERE AND HE PUSHED HER OUT AND LOCKED THE DOOR AND THEN CAME TO ME AND TOLD ME THAT ROBERT WAS A MONSTER.

I REMEMBER THAT WHEN ROBERT WOULD ENTER A SMALL TOWN LIKE A FARMING COMMUNITY, HE WOULD GO DOWN ALL THE DIRT ROADS THAT WHERE CLOSE TO THE TOWN AND SEE WHAT WAS THERE THEN HE WOULD PARK IN THE TOWN AND WATCH PEOPLE LEAVE AT THE END OF THE DAY.  HE WOULD WATCH FOR WOMEN WALKING.  ONE TIME HE WATCHED TOW WOMEN WHO LOOKED LIKE SISTERS AND WHEN THEY WHERE PART WAY DOWN A DIRT ROAD BUT BEFORE THEY REACHED THE HOUSES HE DROVE FAST AND THEN WENT TO THE FAR SIDE OF THE ROAD LIKE HE WAS GIVING THEM SPACE AND HE WOULD TURN THE CAR INTO THEM TO KNOCK THEM DOWN.  HE WOULD THEN JUMP OUT WITH SOMEHTING IN HIS HAND AND HE WOULD BEAT BOTH OF THEM AROUND THE HEAD AND HE WOULD GRAB ONE.  SOMETIMES HE JUMPED INTO THE FRONT SEAT WITH THE WOMAN BY THE HAIR AS HE TRIED TO DRIVE AWAY.  IF THEY WHERE UNCONSCIOUS HE WOULD THROW THEM IN THE FLOORBOARD OF THE BACK SEAT AND I WOULD BE THERE WITH A WOMANS BODY COVERED IN BLOOD AND USUALLY MOANING OR SOMETIMES SNORING.  IF THEY FOUGHT HIM, HE WOULD CONTIUE TO BEAT THEM AND THROW THEM IN THE TRUNK.  ONE TIME A WOMAN WOKE UP AND STARTED TO RISE UP FROM THE FLOORBOARD AND HE STARTED TO HIT HER IN THE HEAD.  THEN HE STOPPED THE ACR AND PULLED HER OUT REALLY FAST AND I OFTEN WOULD TUMBLE OUT SINCE THEY HAD A WHOLD OF ME OR THEY WHERE A TOP ME AND I JUST ROLLED OUT WITH THE MOMENTUM.  THE SCREAMING WAS THE WORSE AND THE SHEER LOOK OF TERROR ON THEIR FACES.  OFETN WHEN HE THREW THEM BACK INTO THE CAR, HE THREW THEM ON TOP OF ME AND I WAS BENEATH A DEAD OR DYING WOMAN COVERED IN BLOOD.  IT WAS LIKE BEING TRAPPED IN A COFFIN WITH A ZOMBIE. (BIG RELEASE)

I REMEMBER FALLING INTO THE PIT AT THE BARN WHERE THEY HAD A RAPE PARTY.  THE SOIL WAS SO SOFT THAT I FELT LIKE THE BODIES WERE PULLING ME UNDER AND I WOULD DIE.  THAT’S WHAT BEING TRAPPED IN THE BACK SEAT FELT LIKE WHEN THOSE WOMENS BODIES WHERE ATOP ME.

I DON’T THINK ROBERT WAS PROUD OF HIS BODY COUNT I FEEL THAT HE WAS HORRIFIED BY HIS ACTIONS AT TIMES AND OTHERS HE DIDN’T REMEMBER SINCE THE ALTERS/PERSONALITIES TOOK OVER.  I THINK HE SAVED SOUVINERS BECAUSE HE WANTED TO REMEMBER THE INTIMACY HE FELT AFTER CERTAIN MURDERS, SOME OF THEM WHERE SPECIAL TO HIM.  HE FELT SAFER HAVING EMOTIONAL RELATIONSHIPS WITH THE DEAD THAN WITH LIVING.  (THE PAIN IS A LOT RIGHT NOW ESPECIALLY IN MY LOWER BACK)

GLENDA OFETN SAID THAT SHE COULDN’T REMEMBER HER CHILDHOOD BUT THAT IT WAS LIKE A FAIRYTALE

HAPPY