SERIAL KILLER PROFILE: Cold Case Classifications of a Known Perpetrator with Unknown Victims 2026
COLD CASE CLASSIFICATIONS OF A KNOWN PERPETRATOR WITH UNKNOWN
VICTIMS
This
is a criminal classification model built from the perspective of someone who
learned about these crimes through their traumatic past as evidenced by their
recurring flashbacks. I am the creator
of this format, its builder of content, and a living witness to its
events. These are my family members I am
writing about and at times their criminal associates, but I am primarily
focused on the victims. In hopes of
ending their legal purgatory as nonexistent due to previous law enforcement
corruption. My intention is to send as
many of the dead home before I die.
I
was born into this organized crime ring of an intergenerational hierarchy. According to my mother my father beat her
when she was pregnant with me and thus my trauma started prenatally. My mind was dissociative from the beginning
and stored my traumas in the compartmentalized aspect of my memory where
content was lost to recall through amnesia.
Most of this work is drawn from me as the witness and survivor of these
events. Then there are the confessions
made by my family members and their crimies.
At times utterances from victims in the process of being murdered shaped
these classifications as did the events that unfolded when their loved ones
sought justice or mercy for those they lost.
Please
read thoroughly and know that I can only cite what I have recalled and perhaps
out of psychic protection my mind has remembered names on only two
occasions. Law enforcement has explained
to me that without a name they do not have to open a case, I am trying to
create a way those names can be determined.
I have sent Victims sheets and created cold case files for and mailed
them to the FBI, Texas Rangers, Municipal agencies, Texas attorney general, and
the U.S. attorney general’s office. I
have made complaints to all the aforementioned agencies, and the U.S.
Department of justice Civil Rights Division Reference number: 687344DBQ then
the Central Intelligence Agency Reference number: 6CNFEEJM. My law enforcement cases have never been
assigned a case file number from these other agencies meaning that these cases
have never been accepted, assigned, developed, investigated, nor could they be
closed with a written summary or Case Closure Report since they had never
officially been opened as an investigation.
What
follows is my creation of an investigative tool that this time may lead
agencies to act in accordance with their policy and procedures while fulfilling
the oath that they took ‘to protect and serve’ and as a result ‘send the
dead home’. Where their remains
could achieve reunification with loved ones, receive proper religious
ceremonies, family funerals, and reinterment of remains in a family plot. I must continue to fight for the victims of
my family until they all are returned to their loved ones, or I have passed on
to join them with the intent of reconciliation with those that had been so kind
to me before their departure. By reading
this work I am hoping that you can find a way to determine these names in a
manner I have not thought of or never knew existed. Read on and know the lost await your efforts
and time is of the essence. You and I
must send these victims home before all those that once knew them are reunited
with them in the afterlife of whatever faith they believe to be true.
DEMOGRAPHICS OF A CHILD WITNESS WITH A DYING DECLARATION
The Past, Present, and Future of
this witness
Past
Born into an organized crime family with an
intergenerational hierarchy of command. I
suffered severe depression and anxiety from an early age. The entire time that I was in public school I
was placed in Special Education classes.
Due to learning disabilities caused by closed head wounds because of my
abuse. My dissociative coping mechanism
was a constant factor in my life. This
is not an exhaustive list, but these conditions and injuries led to my past
compartmentalizing of my traumas into the amnesic processes of my mind. My subconscious began releasing those traumas
in 1997. In 1999 I recalled my first
instance of murder and that same year I contacted law enforcement and still
have never been able to have an investigation into these victims.
Present
Today I am old and disabled due to a
complexity of issues bound to my years of abuse. I have more doctors in my life now than at
any other point in my existence. The
terminology of so many conditions rattles my brain. Currently I meet the criteria for physically
disabled, and I use crutches and now a walker.
Then on top of that I still endure the effects of CPTSD with
dissociative amnesia along with the flashbacks that accompany that diagnosis
and the pre, prime, and post aspects of their pain. I am simply trying to send the dead home
before I die. I have accomplished no law
enforcement progression on my own and thus I need your help.
Future
My future is limited and I have seen my
medical attendees cry when they read my labs or send me for yet another test
with a different specialist. Please
accept this new format and try to find a way to help me. My strongest leads are that five bodies of my
family’s victims were found on the same street in the 1970’s, three of those in
the same drainage ditch. Then four of
the disappearances occurred at the same place of business where my mother was
employed and occurred while she worked there.
I have maps showing where bodies have been buried or disposed of and yet
no investigation, not one shovel of dirt has been turned on their behalf since
they became hidden from view.
PSYCHOLOGICAL ELEMENTS OF A KNOWN KILLER
Modus Operandi
Offender
Characteristics
My father and mother were physically fighting
with one another behind her place of business at the time. She was a Teacher at Lee Britian elementary
and on that day my father had shown up to confront her about something. Both of my parents attacked this woman and all
three had their arms up and engaged in combat.
This teacher, who I believe worked in the portable buildings and taught
the deaf students was knocked unconscious in this melee.
Motivating Need
My two parents always had physical altercations
with one another and that day was no different.
My father had bowed up and approached this teacher due to her screaming
the word, “stop”. Then she field-goal
kicked his testicles with such force that his legs came up off the ground, and
he was in a fetal position before he came back to earth. That action sealed her fate and made her one
of Robert’s special projects.
Triggering Event
To both my parents this woman had entered a
scene that was their private business. That
woman’s scream to my parents was just a battle cry that called for intimidation. In my parent’s criminal mind set this woman freely
entered this squabble and might have been able to live had she walked away at
that moment. Glenda was already being
investigated for other crimes and letting this woman go would have been beneficial
to them both. Then the kick occurred and
that sealed her fate. That act humiliated
Robert, but later behavior proved that her actions had made that woman part of
his grandiose sadistically based need to fulfill his narcissistic erotizations.
Emotional
State
At the time of abduction both my parents were
in a highly emotional state as once again they faced off with one another in
their desire for control over the other.
This Deaf Education Specialist entered a scene in action at the wrong
place at the wrong time.
Interaction Style
My parents are heavily traumatized people suffering
from poly-victimizations with layered complex traumas. My father suffered from Dissociative-Identity-Disorder
and I have interacted with many of his alters through the years. My mother has all the classic signs of a
personality disorder called borderline and another of her personality disorders
is referred to as histrionic. Both parents
register at a severe level with the symptoms of what’s classified as Cluster B traits. The highly dramatic and emotional side of dysfunctional
social interaction. These two made the
perfect storm for clashes between one another and a homicidal hurricane for
anyone that crossed their paths.
Decision Pattern
With this scene we have the escalation of
emotions through their own battle of wills.
Then when that teacher screamed it binded these two with mutual reinforcement
to confront this new adversary. The
action of us-versus-them came into full effect and diffusion of accountability
followed. In their minds this was
completely this woman’s fault and these two had been justified in their
actions. There was no dissention in the ranks,
both acted accordingly as they had many times before and quietly vacated the
scene. A mutually agreed upon situation
of ‘Blame the victim.’
Change of Method
No change of method, this followed a similar
motive and abduction pattern as the student teacher who had fallen victim to them
in the same location. This was a
standard operating procedure for these two when challenged from an outside
force. Had law enforcement interrogated
them at that time these two would have turned on one another. My uncle Joe from Sherman Texas, who was a lawyer,
had educated them well about sticking together and avoiding interrogations at
all costs.
Dissociative Identity
Alters Present
I am familiar with alters with my mother and
my father. When these alters appeared
they played with me and took care of me.
I was never harmed by any of their alters. In fact, as a child, it was these alters that
came out and made sure that I was cleaned and fed and then younger alters would
appear and we would play games all afternoon if we were alone. In this assaultive abduction I did not
witness any of the alters being present.
Motive Behavioral
Indicators
With this victim there had been no premeditation. Neither of my parents even knew she was there
until she screamed. After the scream the
motive was to intimidate her. Then after
she kicked Robert in the groin the motive was focused on homicidal tendencies. Neither seemed to have made the clear
distinction that this woman would die.
Then after Robert stood up and that woman was fighting Glenda the
motivation changed and the intent became homicidal. Thus, it was a progressive pyramid of
circumstances based upon an ever-heightening risk factoring matrix that led these
two toward an impromptu and serendipitous outcome of homicidal ends.
Pre and Post Behaviors
This is simple the pre-behavior involved
these two having a domestic squabble at my mother’s school. Then the prime behavior occurred with this
teacher being knocked unconscious. The
post-behavior was abduction for the purpose of cleaning up. No discussion they had become a well-oiled
machine at this type of activity and this woman’s end was not discussed it was
result oriented.
Signature Behaviors
This scene had their signature. They engage in domestic violence toward one
another and then a third enters and a triangle is born. Then these two attack the third and that
person ends up dead or sold and life continues as if nothing happened. At times the loved one of the recently
abducted have deciphered that my parents killed their loved ones. This will manifest into those loved ones
attacking my parents since law enforcement wouldn’t investigate their
case. At other times the loved one’s
protest in the front yard and are made to cross the street by law enforcement. Another scenario involves the females of the
family coming to plead for mercy and offer to buy their loved ones remains
back. These are all parts of my parents’
signature, and not once did I see that the tactics of the victims loved ones ended
in satisfaction. The last part of the
signature for this case involved the female loved ones arriving at the house
after having called for permission to visit.
It was an intergenerational set of older and younger females who begged
for their loved ones remains and eventually offered money. The classic behavior when these types of
events occurred that I witnessed was to watch both my parents compete for who
could be the most sanctimonious toward the bereaved and make the largest televangelist
style prayer session to amuse one another.
That would be the crescendo of their signature sadisticness in a
scenario such as this. Events like this happened
often and I always cried with the loved ones and tried to leave with them at
the end of that sadistic sermon.
Pattern of Escalation
This was all disorganized, unplanned, and
reactionary toward an unexpected victim that appeared suddenly and would not
withdraw from the scene. A good Samaritan
walked into the web of two mentally ill dysfunctional’s who would escalate to homicidal
remedies as their go to solution for the slightest infraction of their narcissistic
decrees. Both Robert and Glenda were at
a heightened emotional variable before the deaf education teacher entered into
the fray. An emotional carryover of
displacement occurred involving dueling competitive angers toward a loved
one. Then without a drop in intensity
nor a countdown of terms they both suddenly manifested into united homicidal
rage.
Risk Level and
Control
This is a quandary. This risk level was high, but they may not
have been able to deduce it due to their emotional dysfunctions being at a heightened
level. Both were lost in trying to
control the other and then a third person entered their arena. All this commotion was occurring at a high
level of risk, and it was due to their desire to control one another and then what
they would perceive as an interloper in their environment. The heat of battle had taken them into this
stage of blood lust, and no sense of rationality existed. This theme was deeply grooved into their
vinyl schema of a predictable outcome. We
are the predator you are the prey. We
will abduct you, torture you, sell you, murder you, use you after death and
then discard you. We determine your fate,
no one determines ours.
Depravity Scale Level
and Description
Within the confines of this one scene of
heightened emotionality and unified attack upon an interloping witness the
following part of the scale will apply:
Levels 6-9: Impulsive / Emerging Patterns
6. Hot-headed, impulsive acts
This occurred at the beginning of this saga
and brought the two together in mutual combat.
7. Narcissistic rage (ego-driven reactions)
This was symbolized after the Teacher
screamed and Robert approached her to bow his chest up and intimidate her into
leaving the scene.
8. Suppressed rage that erupts
This level was achieved after Robert rose
from the dirt after the field-goal kick.
I did not see nor interact with any of his alters. However, my opinion is that someone, inside
either took that pain or took over the body to allow that personality to endure
the pain and then engage in the fisticuffs of the assault and collected the
body. In my lifetime I have never seen
anyone male or female take a kick between the legs that lifts you off the
ground and curls you into the fetal position midair and then after slamming to
the ground you stand up and reengage into a fight. If you ever saw that happen in a movie it was
hypocrisy.
9. Jealous or emotionally driven with some planning
This facet took place after he had located
the still living woman to a rectangular box in a small barn at one of his
crimies plant nurseries. This was the
business of the two older brothers who also ran a trafficking syndicate. Robert kept that woman alive in that box
under soil that these brothers sold by the truck load. He took me to visit her often and I could see
her finger come out through the hole in the top of the box while Robert
lamented on about how no one understood him and he didn’t feel loved. That suspension of hopelessness while he met
his needs could be considered to be, further on the scale. I am placing it here since I believe that it
was the loved ones of this woman and their continued interaction with Glenda
that brought out the jealousy in Robert.
He
was emotionally driven to confide in her and take the place of her loved ones
for his need for compassion. He was
attempting to master his trauma through interchanging surrogacy. At times he was the surrogate trying to receive
her compassion since it was due to what her family had said that gave him
evidence toward her altruism. Then at
other times he was pretending that she was the surrogate as he attempted to be
able to relate to her pain and through sharing what her family had said or
where the investigation was headed. He
was clueless to compassion, altruism, or functional empathy. It had never been practiced in his
family.
He
was attempting to be emotionally vulnerable in the safest way he could create. She never could speak while I was there, so I
am not sure how he composed his interactive surrogacies of connection. However, I was trapped in that barn for days listening
to hours upon hours of my father talking and sobbing. He was jealous of what she had, and he wanted
to experience it, but his trauma was too severe, and he never could connect with
anyone in that manner. He jealously
worshipped her inward ability to love and be loved until he killed her by
hanging her by the neck in a tree and dangling from her legs. I had never witnessed him commit such an
event before.
COLD CASE SUMMARY OF OFFENDER PROFILE
Behavioral Characteristics of
Offender in Relation to this Event
Perversion Fulfillment, Stages,
Recidivism, Remorse, and Fantasy Perpetuations
This
victim accruement offered no perversion fulfillment at the scene of the abduction. That element did play a central and focused part
in the continued imprisonment of the victim as she was kept alive in
confinement for an extended time. During
that time Robert evidenced dual-motivational dynamics of intrigue. He did hold resentment for the pain that she
caused him, but those episodes held more of an objective relevance. A study of one more person that had caused
him harm. That was replaced with ongoing
confessions of how no one loved him or understood who he was. This was the process that brought him to
tears and served as a release through cathartic means.
At
times he struggled to be known by his victim as he shared intimate struggles by
talking openly about his abuse at the hands of his parents and his struggles
with his wife Glenda. This was an
achievable level of intimacy due to his complete control of the victim and the
fact that he knew he would murder her soon.
This was a one-way dynamic that offered no risk to him and allowed his
psychological defenses to drop in their severity and remain untriggered during
his dominance-confession that allowed him to emotionally dump upon a victim
living out their days as he had numbered them.
The
stages in the initial part of this scenario were disorganized and impulsive. However, the second part having to do with
her captivity and the third part involving the victim’s execution did evidence
more of an organized forethought. He had
a constructed confinement apparatus in the use of the box he built using his
carpentry skills. Then he also had a
space to hide this makeshift coffin from the view and sound of others. This victim’s execution had three structured
parts to its fulfillment. Four crimies
carried the box to the house of hate, aided in securing the rope high in the
tree, and then carried the box and body away for disposal. The scenario of this victim’s last days from
abduction to disposal offered mixed components that dwelled in the same linear
grid but offered distinctive categories of function and fulfillment by and for
the offenders.
Knowing
these two as I did and having to endure their wraths both at home and in the local
area, I can wholeheartedly place their recidivism rate at the highest end that of
perpetual predation in both the organized and disorganized formats. These two had their own predilections toward sexually
sadistic serial homicide. Then added to
this are their organized crime ring duties where victims are sold and
assassination jobs are accepted. Then a
parallel hidden cost of unforeseen obligation centers around crime witnesses, legal
complainants, and crimies who have taken a deal as payment for snitching. Actual investigations by law enforcement were
the least of their worries due to continued structured payments on a set
schedule.
The
act of functional remorse did not affect either of my parents. Glenda’s dysfunctional remorse centered
around the continued police response to this disappearance and what she deemed
as harassment by law enforcement to wait for her in the Lee Britian parking lot
at the end of the school day in their attempt to ask her questions and then to
follow her to the ‘house of hate’ and park outside the residence. I don’t believe that with this victim Robert
had any form of functional or dysfunctional remorse. Her captivity was his titillation and catharsis
both, allowing him to release pent up issues based on his traumatic past and resulting
in interacting conflicts with life. Remorse
has to do with regret, and this victim allowed him many avenues toward
continual revisiting and consequently reliving his triumph defeating a victim
who caught him off guard with a surprise attack.
Within
their fantasy realm Glenda revisited her sensation of power by thwarting this
victim’s ‘loved ones’ in their attempt to seek mercy and offer her payment for
this victim’s remains. This allowed her
to deny compassion to those in pain while presenting a religious soliloquy meant
to punish a symbolic substitutive dynamic representing her family members. In her misguided attempt to reenact situations
from her past where her loved ones and her community failed to protect her and
isolated her from supportive means in her family and community clusters.
Robert
did not exercise such a projective alignment of deep-seated tyranny upon this victim’s
loved ones. What I witnessed was a man
trying to appease the needs of his wife so that she would stop rejecting him
and punishing him for things he had not done and consequently allow him to come
back home. Glenda’s borderline features
of constantly splitting any relationship she was a part of whether that be in
her profession, community, immediate and extended family. Kept everyone that had to endure her resentments
that fed her paranoia justifying her revengefulness, then creating her
uncontrollable rage that even after having exhausted itself through a period of
sustained acting out gave way to her quality control feature of holding the
victim accountable until that person relented and accepted blame. Hence justifying her dysfunctional circular
reasoning and resetting the dominos for her next tirade.
DECIPHERABLE CHARACTERISTICS OF VICTIMOLOGY
Demographics
Identifying
stats
This victim only operated in two of Glenda’s spectrums,
that of her profession while employed at the same school. As teachers they both could have crossed
paths in several environments related to educational meetings, field trips, and
professional advancement seminars. However,
‘Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world, she walks into
mine.’ This was Humphrey Bogart in
Casablanca when he was surprised by the unexpected arrival of a former lover
who he had marital intentions for.
That’s the best
way to describe the Deaf Educator’s employment with Irving Independent School
District then assignment to that school and her placement in the portable
buildings adjacent to Glenda’s hallway exit door that was part of the main building. Then add to this moment of entering the scene
of her demise the phenomenon that aligned her to the time variable of these two
sinister beings. Glenda stayed in her
classroom until 6pm most days to show her Husband that she refused to be home
with a hot meal awaiting his arrival. Robert
had to be present at exactly that time in the position that interceded with
both Glenda and the deaf education specialist.
For this synchronicity of doom to occur.
I believe that the deaf education teacher was
staying late to catch up on work or prepare for the following day. All these scenarios and situations had to
align for these convergences of circumstance in the grid formulation of absolutism. Though it may seem like a perplexing possibility
the simplified version of ‘wrong place wrong time’ still can be applied though
not exhaustive in its means of measure. An
idiomatic expression of explanation that has no specific genesis but offers a
lay person’s critique of a serendipitous facet of misfortune is both conducive
to this teacher’s plight and coincidental when all factors are aligned on the
space and time continuum of homicidal fatefulness.
Geographical Pattern
Environment
As
previously mentioned, many aspects of a continuous timeline had to align in a
past and present scenario of misfortune for an innocent victim to meet their
demise. Consequently, those same
variables graphed fortuitus circumstances that allowed this marital pair
referred to as Mr. and Mrs. Shelton to escape unscathed and without evidence of
conviction. The Irving Police had
gathered some details that allowed them to center in on Glenda and arrive at
Lee Britian Elementary often in their attempt to question her. There were always two uniformed officers in
one marked police car sitting adjacent to Glenda’s red station wagon in the teacher’s
parking lot. Then that car followed us to
the other side of Irving close to DFW airport and parked outside our
house. Until Robert arrived and harassed
them until they drove away.
I
do believe that this deaf education teacher had a biological family that lived
approximate to the Lee Britian Elementary.
In a time period after the abduction this woman’s family somehow learned
that Glenda stayed after hours in her classroom. I would be outside playing and this group of
people led by a loud and vociferous older man would snatch me from the tire
circle swing and drag me to the exit door that was adjacent to Glenda’s
classroom door. Then they would pull my
arm up to show her that they had me while that man demanded entry. These doors had been locked by the janitor as
the first part of their cleaning duties.
Sometimes Glenda would open the door to attempt to grab me and pull me in,
but this family was fast and would gain entry.
Then Glenda would gather her things and lead this procession of angry
loved ones to her car all the while screaming declarations of innocents at
them.
This
parade of people came often but not during the same time that the Irving Police
arrived. I feel that the Irving Police
attempted to gain a confession but failed and then leaked the contents of their
case to the victim’s family. If one organized
attempt failed maybe the other attempt would succeed. I hold no animosity about this procedure I
only wish it had worked since that would have stopped the murders, identified
the corruption, and revealed the crimies.
Then ‘if wishes did come true’ I would have been sent to a foster family
that didn’t kill people and cause such carnage out of purpose and profit. The father of the missing woman dressed in a
suit and carried himself with authority.
He seemed to be connected to higher ups in some manner and not even his
involvement could solve the case of his missing Daughter.
Then
this family called the ‘house of hate’ and asked if they could come to our
house. Glenda agreed and that was why
Robert was home that day. He was never
home during the day and only swung by in the evening to pick up clothes and
drop laundry off. Glenda would always berate
him about cheating and then physically attack him until he would have to flee
from the premises. That day he arrived
in the morning, and I woke to his presence.
He was kind to me, and I was sitting in his lap when that family knocked
on the door. I could see all the
silhouetted figures just beyond the curtain, and I wondered what was happening.
I thought
at first it would be my girl cousins and my grandparents, I was excited and
then I was confused. It was only the women
of this family and several I had seen before at Lee Britian Elementary. This time however, they brought younger
females that looked to be in their older teens.
All these women wore full length dresses and seemed to me to be dressed
for Sunday church. They sat side by side
on the three-cushion couch that at that time was positioned on the wall that
had the interior opening for the stairwell.
Five or six of them set side by side and I had never witnessed a more appropriate
scene of modern feminine fashion of that time represented in the ‘house of
hate.’
The
majority of visitors to our house dressed slovenly, old worn-out clothes, and often
smelled of body odor. This family had
either come from church or they had worked at presenting themselves in a most
audacious manner. For this era this was
their fashion first forward step in their attempt to retrieve the remains of a
loved one and they were not taking chances to be judged and dismissed.
Victim Clusters
Area of abduction or
disposal
This victim was in the cluster of those that
disappeared from the grounds of Lee Britain Elementary and happened to be
employed by that school district. I also
believe that these victim’s remains reside at the DFW airport ravine. There is no evidence in my flashbacks, but he
would have wanted to have this victim close by for visits and she was not
buried in the backyard. The student
teacher from Lee Britain joins these ranks but I was not there when her remains
had been deposited. Then we have the
older women who I believe worked in the front office of Lee Britain. She was abducted from her house and then
deposited in the DFW ravine. Finally,
the young Mexican girl who was abducted from the cafeteria parking lot may also
reside in that ravine since she had disappeared so quickly and Robert came back
to the ‘house of hate’ so fast and that was the closest spot with the least
amount of detection. The only additional
one that may belong to this cluster was the mother of a boy who was in my
kindergarten class. We had been told as
a class to be nice to him since his mother had disappeared.
Victim Linkages
Who knew who
If
I was to guess, then it would be the front office worker who would have been
the one who had the most linkages in this cluster. She would have known the employees working in
the school and any student teachers there for the semester. Then she would have had some involvement with
the news about the boys missing mother and most likely had to create a memo or
policy for how to move forward after the girl was abducted from school
grounds. Then of course she disappeared
too.
These
disappearances would be registered as a potentially linked cluster of
statistical significance in relationship to serial abductions with two linkages. The first would be the geographical location
of Lee Britian Elementary School. Then the additional linkage would be based on
its cross-referencing navigational centroid of having been in the proximity of
Glenda Shelton before or during their abduction. There is an outer circumference of
possibility regarding place of disposal, and I watched one of these victims die
and become disposed of in that DFW ravine.
The others could have been deposited there too.
Victim Shared Traits
Commonalities
of Theme
The
commonalities here involve the attack style of frontal aggression with brute
force resulting in unconsciousness. Followed
by having their bodies quickly removed from the scene and carried to another
place to conceal the body or to dispose of the remains. As mentioned previously this victim matched
the other victims through a common denominator of convergence. There also is a high likelihood that four of
these five have been disposed of in the same dumping ground.
Victim Overlaps
Sociological
Binders
The number one sociological binder of all
these victims for this concentrated cluster is that in one way or another they
had business at Lee Britain Elementerey.
The second binder involved the fact that law enforcement in their area
had been compromised through corruption and if any investigations would be denied
at the onset, limited in its hierarchical range, compromised by reassignment of
investigators, and/or disappearances of case files. All of these could have been used to deny
justice to the innocent in the contemporary period of era of context. Then denied a future reincarnation as a relevant
cold case that would rate high in solvability if developed properly and with
intentions of seeking justice.
Victim Verification Path
Who knew what
when
I
know that all of those employed at Lee Britian Elementary at the time knew that
Glenda Shelton was involved. Just as in
the neighborhood we lived in, many of its inhabitants knew what my parents were
involved in. Those employed at the
school knew the gossip based on the questions law enforcement was asking while
they canvassed the area including those that worked in that school at the
time. The time allotment of events led
to a small number of employees at the scene when this woman disappeared. The janitors were each other’s alibies, but
who alibied Glenda??? Know that this
Deaf educator had a car and that she never drove away from the scene.
Where Victim Information May Be Found
Social
Embeddedness
All
these victims that I am referring to as I build the crisscrossing paths of
decipherable conclusions shared the same embeddedness in their community. They all crossed the boundaries of Lee
Britain Elementary as part of their routine either daily or weekly due to interactions
concerned with employment, child enrolment, or sibling presentations. Then their place of residency would place
them within the driving range of a proximal distance related to this school’s
district or city. Glenda lived outside
the district but within the city limits.
Employment
stubs are located through an Irving I.S.D. payment history verification process.
That evidence social security numbers which
ended abruptly during Glenda’s time in service at Lee Britian Elementary. Then never reemerged in action with another
employer. Consequently, these identifiers would be cross
referenced with property tax record checks. It would gain the posthumous addresses for two
of the victim’s residences and the location of the house that these two perpetrators
occupied.
Geographical
profiling would have been circumstantial but over time this would have
triangulated a grid and then quantified an area of predatorial activity in relation
to the comfort zone of these perpetrators.
That school had five disappearances involving employees, older siblings,
and the mother of a student. My Mother
Glenda Shelton was suspected of four of these and my father may have been
suspected in the fifth. This accumulates
to Five missing people in the five years my mother worked there and now has
extended to a five-decade long attrition of hope due to law enforcements moratorium
on rectifying their incompetencies due to corruption.
Victim Family Involvement
Primary Group
Actions Prior, Point, and Past
I
had never seen these family members at Lee Britian elementary prior to this
incident. The amount of time it took for
the Irving Police Department to determine this woman was missing is unknown to
me. I would imagine that her family was
looking for her prior to calling the police or at least in conjunction with
some family members driving to various areas to look for her while others
alerted law enforcement. They would have
found their family members’ car in the parking lot by the cafeteria. If her family members had searched for her hours
after her disappearance, then the information gained from the janitors about who
else had been at the school that evening would have made a short list and
Glenda would have been identified as a person of interest then.
This
victim had a high level of immediate and extended family involvement after her abduction. I am not sure when they began activating as
an investigative task force, but their arrival was always abrupt and in number. They first appeared at the cessation of the Irving
Police investigative tactic of interception where they waited for Glenda in the
school parking lot and followed us home.
Another aspect that occurred after their loved one had been abducted
involved the calls to the ‘house of hate’ to request permission to come to our
house. Then the group of women showed up
and attempted to negotiate for the remains of their loved one by offering money
and then as that failed, they cried and begged and then eventually left in
disgust due to my parents taunting antics.
This
deaf education teacher was highly respected in her profession, had long-standing
connections to her community and had been loved by a large group of involved
and concerned family members. All three
of these entities had been failed by the Irving Police department due to the
hierarchical structure of their malignancy that continues through to
today. As these cases merit reinvestigation
due to fresh perspectives their files are classified as having never existed. These files that had been composed by
governmental employees that had been justified in creation by family complaint. These cases have been searched for using only
one specific and limited tool as to their existence. The questioning of the same previous investigators
from that time who may have been corrupt.
CRIME SCENE FACTS
Weather, Season, and Terrain
Feel Like
Temperature and Lay of the Land
That
day was a bright and sunny day with no humidity. I believe that it was the beginning of the
school year and that may help you when searching for the paycheck stubs. This event happened behind Lee Britain Elementary
just beyond the edge of the bricks that composed the corner of Glenda’s
classroom. I was standing on the
sidewalk as we headed toward the cafeteria parking lot. Then Robert appeared and was rushing toward us,
heading across the grass from his car that he had parked in the cafeteria
parking lot. Then Glenda bolted off the
sidewalk and headed right at him screaming all the way. Their fight began out there in the grass, and
both were engaged in intense fisticuffs.
Then the victim screamed and she had been just off the paved sidewalk from
under the awning.
She
had her hands filled with a cardboard box of material and she dropped that as
Robert rapidly approached her with his chest bowed out. That material was never collected by either
Robert or Glenda and should have been still there when whoever else came
looking for her. That would have constituted
recovered physical evidence of a personal nature. Meaning that a collection of artifacts from
the scene had been acquired and documented for this case of abduction. What happened to it then and where could it
be now?
Setup or Spontaneity
Stalking
or Sudden
The
origin of this victim’s demise was completely in a surprise format for both the
victim and offender. Neither had a plan
of interaction, they all just arrived at the same scene at the same time. I don’t even believe that the Deaf Education
teacher had ever met Robert before. If
they had been out of synch for just 5 minutes, then the victim would have lived,
and my parents may have acted accordingly due to the presence of a witness or
physically fought after that teacher had left the scene.
Level of Perceived
Accountability to Acquire Target
Potential
witness suppression factors
The
only witness to this spontaneous moment of a victim who used defensible action
to attempt to rescue Glenda and then fell prey to both of my parents and their
onslaught of swinging fists was me. There was someone in one of the school windows
looking out when Glenda started to scream but I never looked back at them once
the commotion started. That may have
been how the Irving Police had zeroed in on Glenda from the beginning with such
determination. That knowledge would have
swept through the school gossip circle like wildfire. It would be to any investigator’s benefit to
look for additional disappearances that occurred in this area at that
time. Many times, my parents found additional
work from people who knew the word around town and approached them with their
family problems.
Law
Enforcement corruptibility
Internal
affairs divisions had not been a routine measure during the 1970’s. Law enforcement was allowed large breadth of
discretion during this era. Interpretations
of laws and their enforcements had less of a black and white litigation aspect
and more of a political gray area of the ‘good ole boy’ system. Federally the Watergate scandal evidenced the
political use of law enforcement as tools of opposing parties. The Knapp Commission in New York found wide
scale corruption due to the intermingling of organized crime and the bribery at
all levels within the law enforcement hierarchy. The Dixie Mafia that operated throughout the
south in the1970’s. From larger criminal
syndicates become off shoots of criminal
satellites and then from them supportive streams that lead to feeder
brooks.
The
gears of these profit achieving machines of ill-gotten gains spread out and
initiate more corruption further downstream.
Supplying the raw materials necessary for continued growth of an
enterprise that feeds from the gross byproducts of legitimate business. From politician to appointee who is supported
by the professionally licensed and eventually the hourly worker. All systems are sympathetic to one another in
a hierarchy and subject to intergenerational transmissions of legacies. In the human body, organ system failure starts
with the cascading effect of one anatomical component that compromises the next
and then that matrix of a systemic chain reaction descends toward the
completion of multiple organ dysfunctional syndrome. All systems are prone to dysregulation and eventual
collapse if systems are not kept clean and culprits allowed to infiltrate the
healthy functional tissue.
My
Grandfather was that malignant cancer of a known body of disease in Sherman Texas
and Grayson County, and I grew up watching him hand out envelopes of cash to sheriffs
of his county, to police from various areas, followed by country cow pokes that
did the actual kidnapping of female migrant workers. Later it was my father who developed that foreign
infectious disease once we moved to Irving Texas. The Sheriffs and the police made their way to
the ‘house of hate’ for envelopes but the real progress in law enforcement
corruption came when Sgt. Jim Alfrd walked across the street of Twin Falls and
met my father Robert Stout Shelton. A
leader looking for a follower, a boss and his crimie, from that day until my
freshman year in high school they were inseparable and thick as thieves. Their dumping grounds filled with the
disappeared and presumably forgotten. Due
to the corruption that was sold to law enforcement and the agents that
accepted.
Plausible Deniability
In
this facet of their impulsive diabolic nature there exists no plausible method
in which they would have had a shred of deniability. The collection of physical evidence at the scene
of the crime and then the additional set of eyes that must have witnessed this
event along with mine and the police presence that was paid for by taxpayers as
part of this investigation. Would have
removed all deniability had that probe not stalled and received the proper follow-through
concerning investigative procedures.
Prior
Treaty to Work on the Reservation (Zone of Sanctioned Deconfliction)
As
my grandfather did in his town and county, my father blue-printed that criminal
franchise here. He built a money-rich scheme
of criminal expertise and made sure to pay for the privilege of protection. From Irving to Sherman and with the inclusion
of Weatherford Texas he had his zone of reciprocity. Parker County through to Grayson County and
everything in between was his fiefdom where he was lord of his own spoils.
He
had maximized his growth and had free reign through more zip codes than his own
father had during his lifetime. Then add
to this his rendezvous and contacts with other crime families in Louisiana, Arkansas
Oklahoma, New Mexico, and Colorado then from time-to-time the country of Mexico. Robert Shelton held the keys to a connective
corridor of highly profitable territory from the 1970’s through to the 1990’s. Staying on his reservations allowed him to
practice his wicked craft without interruption as long as the money flowed and
he paid his toll.
Timeline
Organized,
Disorganized, or Mixed Method Offender
Robert
could stay within a classic framework of organized and disorganized but mostly
he ventured out and intermingled both while increasing his option of the
unknown through his alters’ needs to exercise their own demons. This victim started as a completely
disorganized mess of circumstance followed by a highly rigorous and structured set
of behaviors that kept this woman hidden for the entire length of her
captivity. If Robert was being surveilled,
he was able to avoid detection during this time of repeated and frequent visits
to his captive. The need to appear as if
he was going about his fatherly duties increased the probability that he would
include me as his beard.
The fortitude required of a man
plagued by such immoral impulses shaped by the fractured personalities his
psyche had forged to survive his father’s sadistic abuse must have been
overwhelming, even torrential in force. He
stayed on the course and avoided his own discovery as he placated his pursuers
and led them astray or indulged them with their preferred allotment of
green. At first his entry into the arena
of this atrocity was primal and instinctive.
Then due to parameters of need he adapted and changed the course of his or
their momentum and extrapolated an extended draft of her innocence to feed the sadistic
needs of those within.
At no other time had I seen him
extend a captive’s life to this degree.
With perpetual experimentation involving his sadistic accoutrement to
her diminishing life force. Then he even
planned an elaborate death ritual that involved additional crimies that I believe
I had seen at the auctions before. Those
additional men brought her body in a rough wooden box that had the dimensions
of a coffin and fit per proportions perfectly.
Those same men brought the hangman’s rope complete with noose and pulled
her body into a dangling death position and held her there while Robert hugged
her legs and added his weight to her lower torso and pulled her body into his
death restrictor arms and cried.
Then she was placed back in the box
with the rope, and these same men carried her out. When the box first arrived, I thought it was filled
with soil until I saw it move and then the figure was so thin, with dark skin,
and limb-like with long thin fingers that I believed it to be a witch something
that I was extremely afraid of at that age.
She could not stand without his help, and he gently walked her to the hangman’s
noose. Set its girth upon her neck and synched
it and watched as her thin and emaciated form rose into the air. These crimies did not speak and this all
seemed choreographed to a preplanned ritual that perhaps these men had participated
in before, but I had never witnessed until this event. These men answered to Robert; he told them
what to do and they responded to him as if they had been conditioned by him
into his servitude.
Spectrum of Suspicion
Who in the community
knew?
It
is my belief by how the employees at Lee Britian Elementary presented themselves
to Glenda that all knew what events she had played a role in and their body
language and treatment toward me allowed them to express their loyalty or distain
toward her. I was no more than a pawn on
this chess board that Glenda played with her power and control issues. My mother hated me as part of her rageful
projection and treated me as an incarnation of my father. My mother wanted my older brother to be
allowed to return home and my father denied it.
Why was this a rule of the house I have never been able to get a
straight answer concerning. All I have
ever seen over time is that these two have the same personality and have never
gotten along.
Due
to the splitting my mother had accomplished with these adults and the fact that
the principal came to the school went straight to his office and never came out
during school hours. I deduced that
through her personality disorder she conquered many at this school by imposing
her will upon them. Then these
disappearances gave her a mystique, and she doubled down on her intimidation
campaign just as she did toward me at home.
These employees divided themselves into three categories. The first went out of their way to enforce Glenda’s
wrath and maintain her pecking order while subsequently being torturously cruel
toward me.
The
second clashed with her and I believe one of them reported this treatment I was
enduring to CPS due to a lady in a long blue dress appearing at Lee Britain and
who would continually try and engage me whenever she saw me in the halls or
sitting alone at lunch. The other
children did not like me, and I was ostracized continually for being the ‘retard
allowed out of the zoo’, that’s what they referred to as special education. Add to this the open sores on my face and the
fact that I smelled like feces and I was not a winning example of
friendship.
Then
when the stress at school became too much, I would dissociate and my altered
reality would attempt to save me. Suddenly
I would bolt up out of my chair, race out of my classroom door and exit the
building and run hundreds of yards away.
Then my arms would flail and I would wind mill out of control as I had
burned beyond my body’s oxygen capacity.
I would fall unconscious for a few minutes and wake up due to the sting
that my body acquired from the abrasions of impacting the asphalt while in a
limp and accelerating mass of flesh often in clothes with holes in them. Then I laid there wondering why I was there lying
in a pile of limbs and feeling like my skin was on fire.
I
would stand and wonder around and eventually figure out that I was supposed to
be in that school over there but its name had eluded me. My rationale was that I had gone out to play
and been thrown here in a discombobulated pile or fell asleep and missed the
whistle or teachers call to go back inside.
This was my life under Glenda’s rule as she ran a secondary rule of
dysfunctional influence in another part of my embeddedness.
I
suffered at that school more than any other child had. Other than the ones who had been abducted and
disappeared. At least their pain ended
and they had returned to heaven and their ancestors. All the employees in this school knew what
Glenda had done but she was untouchable and they joined her or suffered her but
then a few opted for what was behind door number 3. They transferred out and escaped from this
toxic work environment, you could find these employees, just think of how much
they know. Too bad you will not find that
woman that wore the long blue dress and who I knew would talk with children and
then I would never see those children again.
She disappeared too and no one ever told me where she had gone. That savior exited my world without me.
Innocent witnesses or
complicit observers
In
this event pertaining to this one victim these employees of Lee Britain
Elementary had been innocent witnesses since they were not involved with her
demise in any way. Except for whoever
had witnessed from that window, I have no idea what they witnessed. Later as words spread and the number of disappearances
increased then the number of complicit observers multiplied. This women’s family formed a brigade and
attempted to demand answers at first and later had to reform to attempt a
second savvier approach. Where they
would offer to wave accountability and even brought cash to buy their loved
ones remains back then unexpectedly fell into despair and began begging. That never works on these two, true it might
extend your life by a small increment of time, but they never let anyone go.
None
of these employees, to my knowledge, forced the issue with Glenda about
confessing nor did they lead a campaign to raise money for that woman’s family
after this victim in question had disappeared, I never overheard anyone talking
about her or any of the disappearances other than the boy in my kindergarten
class. Who we had been told to be nice
to since no one knew where his mother was.
After a few days of that announcement in class that boy stopped showing
up and in a way he too disappeared. It
took me over two decades of flashbacks to put all this together I hope now you continue
where law enforcement left off and as I have asked before, ‘send the dead
home.’
Evidence of community
collapse through intermediate acts of suppression
Pertaining
to this case, I believe that the intermediate effects of corruption have been
in effect for many years. The man I
assumed to be the father of this victim wore business attire and conducted
himself as a man who had a familiarity of being in charge. For Robert and Glenda Shelton who rose in
life from humble beginnings and met at Texas Christian University which
resulted in their marriage. There are
too many flagrant episodic events of evidentiary matters existing in plain
view. In conjunction with this victim’s
familial embodiment of community ties most likely of a prominent and multi-generational
basis.
For
the happenstance of investigational incompetence to be the primary culprit that
thwarted the successful prosecutorial closure of this inquiry. Would require an unreasonable sustainability
of disbelief within the logical sphere of rationality. This equation does not suffice nor meet
criteria as judiciously sound with proper procedure and lawful handling of
evidence. When time has allotted the
course of this presumably homicidal act into the annuals of a NO-BODY recoverable
abduction classification.
Ending
its pursuit of justice with some strong evidentiary clues known to have been in
existence and collected from the scene but allowed to be pilfered into
extinction by the endeavors of one of my father’s henchmen. Who disguised himself in the cloak of a peace
officer allowing him to infiltrate the honorable confines of a space heralded
as a corner stone necessary to achieve a fair and balanced act of criminal
justice. A place indispensable for continued
chain-of-custody, the evidence room and consequently corrupt the course of these
injustices. So, he could accomplish the task assigned to him by Robert Shelton
and remain in his good graces while receiving his payment in coins gained from
previous acts against humanity accomplished by selling the innocent into sexual
bondage.
Evidence of Criminal
Activity
Pre-crime
This
event offered no pre-planning in relation to locating a victim for an abduction. The precrime standard would only apply to the
act that Robert had arrived to perhaps predicate upon Glenda, but she acted violently
first and initiated the scene of domestic violence.
Prime-crime
Then
this victim arrived at the scene and all four of us were surprised. Evidenced by her initial scream and resulting
in three of us then looking toward where that sound had initiated from. Robert attempted to intimidate her and this
victim countered with a field goal style kick that lifted Robert’s body and
then resulted in him lying in a fetal position.
Glenda advanced and assault the victim and then Robert rose and engaged
this victim and consequently she fell unconscious upon the ground.
Post-crime
This
victim’s body was retrieved and carried over Robert’s shoulder and placed in
the trunk of his car. Glenda wangled my
body as my dissociative mind had placed it into a stupor. She then made way with my rigid frozen form
and progressed us toward her red station wagon.
Robert drove away with the victim’s body and was parked in the ‘house of
hates’ driveway when Glenda and I arrived.
She denied him the opportunity to bury this victim at the house of hate
and he left. Later he began to take me
with him to the small barn where her box lay covered in either dung or soil or
a combination of the two.
Possible Living Witnesses
Who may still be alive that witnessed the event?
I
am still alive, but that reality seems not to add to the progression of this
case. Since I have not been able to persuade
a law enforcement agency to search pay roll stubs for Lee Britain Elementary,
conduct autopsies search for the bodies collected on Twin Falls Street during
the 1970’s, or initiate a media surge pertaining to missing loved ones from the
1970’s in Irving Texas. Perhaps I am
considered mentally ill or maybe simply a liar.
However, could this is tremendously detailed and factually based written
work be part of a delusional and/or psychotic episode. My efforts to communicate have evidenced no paranoia
or circular reasoning of unfounded content.
The law enforcement agency that answered the call to aid this family in
its time of need and consequently attempted to bring them justice through an
investigation simply failed. Evidence
may still exist in the property archives of the Irving Police Department, but
the file created for investigation has evidently been pilfered and no longer
exists.
The
viewer from the window may still be alive and the list of who would have been
inside the school would be a short one.
Then there are the younger girls most likely teenagers in their years. Who
accompanied their family to Lee Britain Elementary to confront Glenda and are
the same who attended the negotiation for their loved one’s remains at the ‘house
of hate.’ The goal of this endeavor is
not simply post-humanness conviction. But
the chance to ascertain location and recovery of their loved ones remains and allows
them a religious burial of their choice in a family plot. A chapter of sorrow and grief opened in the
1970’s needs to be reconciled of its wrongs and laid to rest for the living
loved ones.
Who, in the victim’s
social fabric, remembers missing the victim?
The
students that attended her regional day school for the deaf at that time may
have been old enough to recall that tragedy.
I am sure that there were other teachers at that day school for the deaf
and perhaps a living employee or two who are still cognizant enough to engage
in questioning. Hearing impaired
students at that time may have recalled that their teacher disappeared. Then of course the teenage girls who I
witnessed arrive at Lee Britian Elementary and the ‘house of hate’. Then perhaps over the years this family laid
a tombstone in their loved one’s honor as a remembrance of her. That could be in memorial records if someone
would physically do the digging. Then
just as an afterthought she may have been married but I witnessed no husband
arrive at either the school or the ‘house of hate’ during the protest or
negotiation stage of body procurement.
Body Disposal
When, where,
and why
I
believe she was deposited in the DFW ravine or the creek behind the Irving Golf
Range on highway 183 during the mid to late 1970’s. These men of Roberts may have had other
orders since he made her victimization a special case. But I doubt that they would have taken the
time to bury her unless he paid them additionally. The ‘why’ associated with this victim has an
unexpectedness to it since he had her for the longest period of any captive I
had witnessed. Then he spent hours
within days and more than a week or two engaging with her verbally and reaching
a cathartic release most every time.
Determination of a torture,
kill, hold, dump, or mixed-use site
The
‘house of hate’ was a mixed-use site, The DFW ravine was a mixed use site and the
creek behind the Irving Golf Range was a mixed used site.
Preparation,
acquisition, and concealment
This
victim had no previous involvement with my parents to my knowledge. They only took acquisition of her because she
was a witness and they had assaulted her.
Her concealment involved the trunk of Roberts’ car then the rectangular
box and I would imagine at her disposal sight due to the heavily thicketed
terrain.
Familiarity,
fun, and function that form intent of purpose
This
victim had no familiarity with Robert, and I had never seen her inside the
school before, and she was not one of Glenda’s groupies. This victim was out of Glenda’s life once she
left in the trunk of the car. The additional
time that Robert spent at the small barn with this victim did not have the
characteristics of the sadistic fun he often kept victims alive for. The only function that this victim continued act
of living served involved management of consequences.
Robert
informed this victim on many occasions about how intense the search for her was
and how he had interacted with her family members. Though we left the house in his car we often
switched cars numerous times and Robert stopped and parked on residential
streets and watched his side mirrors and rear view. Sometimes we didn’t go to see this victim and
just drove around for hours. He may have
been keeping her alive so that if he was caught then he had something to negotiate
with. Also, he could bargain down to man
slaughter versus up to first degree murder.
Sadism,
symbolism, and solidarity
Neither
Robert nor Glenda abducted this victim for any of these reasons. Yes, these are reasons that motivate them. Especially when they feel like hunting and
are looking for their trifecta of perverse enjoyment when choosing, abducting,
and torturing someone together. The
sadism played a role in the constant mocking of the confined victim and later
in her predetermined death ritual. This
victim was treated heinously and died horrifically. Partly since she bested him and humiliated
his ‘others’ and then partly due to his inability to hunt for additional
victims during her time of imprisonment.
With
the amount of surveillance that he continued to speak of. My thought is that he couldn’t sadistically
act out his frustrations and fantasies the way he wanted to since his
surveillance was unpredictable. There
would be the surveillance he believed he had seen and was active around
him and then his paranoia about what surveillance he perceived to be
active around him. He wouldn’t dare to
take this woman out of her box since law enforcement could come knocking while
he was in that barn and if they connected him to this plant nursery then they
may search those grounds and while she resided in that box covered with fecal
filled soil she was still difficult to find.
LAW ENFORCEMENT INVOLVEMENT
What Agency Responded
Degree of pursuit toward
justice
The
only Law Enforcement Department that I witnessed that had become involved with
this victim was the Irving Police Department.
I knew their uniforms since they had come to our school to instruct us
on community safety and stranger danger.
Then when we went to this educational traffic town across from Irving
high School some of the officers arrived to lead us through hand signals for
our tricycles. Then there was the fact
that I wanted to be a sheriff and I was mesmerized by holsters and badges.
I
believe that the stories that Robert shared with this victim were true and that
some type of law enforcement involvement was occurring. Then the perpetual law enforcement residency
in the school parking lot and the law enforcement tail on the drive home followed
by the parking outside the home was real since I witnessed and endured the
tension that it caused in my household. In
the beginning the investigation seemed to be focused on target and then just as
suddenly as it all started it stopped and life went on as if nothing had
occurred. The question that I have is
about how we determine which number she was in this sequence of Shelton
clan abductions and missing females tat
spanned over the decades???
INFORMATIONAL DETAILS ACQUIRED FROM WHAT SOURCES
Witnessed Event
Date of Recall Title
of Written Work
This
victim and the scenario surrounding her began about 12 years ago but like
muscle to a Skelton my mind continues to open and dress her structural story
out but still no name has appeared, and I am guessing at her title of deaf educator. I entitled her that since she was approximate
to the deaf education portable building and by process of elimination that is
where all the deaf education students and teachers resided thus, I affixed her
title as such. I have been working on this
profile since April 6th and today is April 9th.
This
has been heavy and arduous work since it always exhausts me to cross the
membrane and recall subconscious content and formulate it into a conscious
explanation that law enforcement can use.
My, excel sheets that I gridded out for my first efforts to gain closure
for these family members. Had to be
reformulated into this style of presentation to be accepted by social
media. As I have taken it upon myself to
advocate for these victims in whatever way I can since my health is getting
worse. I have created CPTSDcoldcase on
social media, where I can ask the community for help.
Dissociative Amnesic
Flashback
What
I have written here has come from several flashbacks over time as the content of
recall has grown. Each time that I work
a victim page I often will recall more than I did before, but it seems that I
never acquire a name. With this victim I
may have never known her name since I was in special education and did not
associate with the deaf education children.
I can share that this is the first time that I recalled the figure at
the window watching Glenda and I before that woman screamed. That was a new insight, and I have no idea
how it will factor in. Please read up on
Dissociative Amnesia, people have been suffering from this condition since
before Freud began to discover its prevalence.
Reconsolidation of
Cognitive Restructuring
With
this victim it has been an ongoing task to assimilate all the systemic parts
that are associated with her long and enduring saga of sadistic torture. For every fact that I can compile about her existence
and suffering and for some their eventual disposal. It often takes me weeks of suffering through the
psychosomatic pain reminiscent of the struggle I endured in my past. As I am unraveling a complex helix of
multiple amnesic bits all coming to the surface at once. Then I must take what I completed that day
which I could have spent ten hours accumulating and deciphering into all its
various parts.
Imagine
a crossword puzzle with characters going North and South, the East and West but
all are jumbled but distinctive in what parts belong where. Then when you identify them and realign their
contexts in how they create and tell a story of one or more victims within a
scene. You can ascertain the puzzle pieces
and begin to build your framework. As
those edges grow and you can see what’s revealed then you know how to outline
your flow and assign facts to the right sequence and still sometimes you do not
have enough information and you must wait until your subconscious feels safe
enough to release more of your past traumas.
From there if I can I build victim sheets and now profile pages for law enforcement
use to ‘send the dead home.’
Confession from perpetrator
and/or share from community
My
two parents discussed this victim a great deal.
They did not talk about how he was spending time with her in the small
barn. What would occur is that Sgt. Jim
Alfford was sending details to the house of hate through his wife Mrs.
Alford. Then Robert would return home
and Glenda would update him about the investigation and how this victim’s
family had been in contact with her and what was being said by them. Then all the criminals associated would begin
to mock this victim’s family and role play these horrendous scenarios out about
how these loved ones must be crying and trying to deal with their grief. That would excite these two and often they
would passionately take one another and collapse on the floor in the living
room and have sex. Watching all this
torture was traumatic for me but enduring their sadistic tendencies and how
they became titillated by them was traumatic too. Sex sounds are reminiscent of torture and
sounds of dying. Their passion on that
couch and/or floor was as confusing to me at a young age as were the
murders. I remember being so confused
and believing that my parents were trying to murder one another.
There
were confessions from the teachers at the school about these disappearances,
but they would stop talking when I walked up to them and I didn’t have my
memories then. All I could put together
was that they were talking about people disappearing and how sad it was. Many times, teachers would be crying and then
they would reach down and put their hands on each of my shoulders and ask me
how I was doing. I had no answer since
this behavior freaked me out and to me it was like when you go to a funeral and
the crying relatives are attempting to talk to you through their grief. These teachers would kneel and look upon me
with faces of tears and anguish. While
attempting to ask me a question that they hoped would allow them comfort. Their inquiry was based on meeting their needs,
not mine. In a passive manner this was
just another extension of the abuse occurring at Lee Britian Elementary due to
the culture of silence surrounding the criminal behavior.
Then
there were the victims’ families’ confessions, but it was a different style of sharing
information. They had few details other
than where their daughter had been snatched and that no one was helping
them. This was a highly interactive and functional
family who always appeared well dressed and simply by the looks of their
clothes and the details of the women’s hair.
They seemed upper crust and had never occupied the white trash arena
that my biologicals were known for. Neither
the immediate nor the extended members of this family seemed to have any
experience with trauma. I had been
abused my entre childhood and when trauma occurred to me, I had a scale that
allowed me to determine if that assault had been costly or if I had been lucky
enough to escape before I was too scathed.
Every
year in school I had a new bully or a group of bullies, but I knew which ones actually
could hurt me and which ones threw punches like toddlers. My mind and body had a Giger counter that was
primed and could register situations like I was a CIA spy from a tier one unit
of special forces. I developed a Spidey
sense for when I needed to endure and see a situation through or when
everything was about to go nuclear and I needed to run out of the house or the
building and flee until my arms wind-milled and I passed out and nose dived
into the gravel. These people had none
of that and where I could feel good about having escaped the worst of a
situation. These family members would be
continually stuck in how indignant they were about the mistreatment they had
experienced. At the hands of the
criminals and law enforcement then eventually their community as they watched
their loved one’s memory fade away as birthdays and holidays came and
went. Their child or sister became a forever
age never to grow older. They are now a
family tree with a missing limb.
My
life had been different. My mother hated
me as she held me responsible for her sorrow caused by the injustice of my
older brother never being able to come home. Routinely she tried to choke me to death with
both her hands wrapped around my throat as she strangled me. While sitting on my chest with both her knees
as my brothers watched. I knew the real
aspects of life with this family of mine.
The loved ones of the deceased had been coddled in a protective engagement
of unconditional love since birth and having to enter the reality of a missing
loved one was beyond their comprehension.
To my knowledge society had never failed them and the checks and
balances of life had always been there to serve their needs and keep them safe.
Their
inability to successfully demand satisfaction from Glenda and then to be denied
was another incomprehensible trauma that had to have caused their family system
a dark depression. What confuses me is
why they stopped pursuing the Shelton clan.
Other families that had experienced a loss at the hands of my parent’s
attacked our house and killed people in our front yard. Of course, that event would be written as a
drive by, and no further investigation would take place. This one family that resided in the
constellation of a universe of victims suffered just as all those before them
and after them in Irving Texas. Predators
enabled by law enforcement, allowed to roam free ensnared another innocent who thought
their privilege built upon their works of being a good citizen carried protection
since the police would have their back. Suffered
a level of societal betrayal that usually only afflicts Third World
countries. Tax paying citizens of the
great state of Texas. Became victims of a
corrupt system that they had believed in.
From beginning to end they have been victimized as a family and still they
feel that burden as part of a longitudinal circumstance. Their loved one’s death became part of a sex
trafficking rings clearance agreement for collateral damage due to its prepay structure
that allowed the organized crime family to continue business as usual. The question is will law enforcement ever
tell them???
This
family of functionals carried their confessions on their faces, and my belief
was that they had to retreat and regroup as a support typology and realized
they were causing themselves hurt and knew that the quicker they disengaged
from law enforcement and dealing with the ‘house of hate’ the faster that pain
would subside. Then after some time and
maybe a few sessions of therapy it dawned on them that this gaping wound would
always fester and that this was now their new normal. Find this family and know their pain then
allow this experience to build up the momentum to steam toward the next
solvable case and send that one home too.
You’re the only hope they have and that should make you sad, but will
that change anything?
PROVABLE SOLVABILITY SOLUTIONS SUGGESTED BY CIRCUMSTANCE
Acquirable Records by Means of
Physical Effort
Archeological digs
through the archives
Funeral dates and Cemetery plot deed
and designation
W-2
forms and Taxes paid
School
attendance no show / no return
Dormant
bank accounts
Employment
pay-stubs, cessation without termination
Registered
memorial service procession
Postal
processing returns with no forwarding address
HYPOTHESIS
Why this case
has not been solved
What
are the factors of suspicious policy and procedural dysfunctions
For
some reason unbeknownst to me this case stalled and then died. To my knowledge no one followed up, nor tried
to come back later to resurrect this case. To attempt to heal that family by solving
their case. Fixing the wrong that had
been committed to such an innocent and loving family that they never resurfaced
in my life to try again and heal their trauma.
Something or someone put a stop to all progression of this abduction
that should now be deemed a cold case with a possible body.
Even
now after 50 years a family member of mine found in my own gene pool has made
himself known to me through other family members. That family member now sits at the same desk
as Sgt. Jim Alford once did as an internally promoted Sergeant that rides the
desk of detective of missing people. However,
none of my people made his list what power he must hold at the level of a
Sergeant. He has proclaimed to other
family members that these victim sheets will not be worked and that I should
stop sending in my cold case files since he had decreed that no investigation
will take place. Added to this he let my
other family members know that he and his colleagues laugh at my attempts to
gain justice for these families. Just
identify those colleagues and I will believe that accountability has been set
in motion and maybe healing could someday occur.
What could
solve this case
The
who, what, when, and where of corruptive incompetence
The
only solution that I can offer after having been actively attempting to solve
these cold cases for decades is that these cases have only one hope. A multi-agency task force that does not
include the Irving Police must be assimilated and charged with locating the
names associated with the victim sheets that I have provided thus far and
required to include any additional victim sheets that will come to fruition due
to future flashbacks. Then a full media
press where the public is allowed to know that cases of such activity have come
to law enforcement’s attention and that if you lost a loved one between 1970s
and the 1990s in Texas that there is a high probability the Shelton clan caused
that disappearance. I am doing my part
through social media now please do yours.
May you ‘send the dead home’ soon.

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