JOURNAL ENTRY: THE NEGATIVE AWAITS 2026

 




I still believe that I played some role in that murdered girl’s life while she was attending Mac Arthur High School.  It haunts me and I cannot rid myself of its context.  True, many other flashback related materials were exhumed, and I did benefit from their expulsions from the amnesic box and the subsequent release it caused.  I am better for this experience, and this oath was fruitful in unexpected ways.  I have been at this work for 9 hours and I believe the day before I spent 7 hours trying to conclude this non-sequential spectacle of interrelated and episodic themes that ventured into the interchangeability of randomized misnomers.  My brain is a sieve, and my noodles are escaping through the holes LOL.  As always, I shall ponder while I rest and see what develops from the negatives that await processing in the photo lab of my mind.)


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