I NEED HELP I AM SEEKING ONE GOOD LISTENER 2026

 



I’m Happy, a child abuse survivor seeking a thoughtful listener in Hunt or Collin County who can meet in Farmersville because of my disability. I am stable, and this is a purposeful intellectual exercise: discussing my experiences, outlining events, analyzing patterns, and building a timeline. I’m seeking an analytical conversation rather than therapy or a support group. Telling my story helps me put the past into perspective and sleep more peacefully.

CPTSDcoldcase is my survivor-led effort to document recollections and potential leads concerning unresolved crimes. My intention is to distinguish memories from independently verified information and organize material for responsible review by investigators. My goal is to help identify victims, locate remains where evidence supports a search, and return the dead to their families—with dignity, accountability, and care.

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